Sometimes I re read the things I write and so often its the same thing repeated differently. I am so desperate to make a change and do what I can to make that happen. I am at a constant war with myself. I honestly think I’m a giant failure of a person.
I should have a decent job. I should not worry at this point about my living situation. I should feel confident in myself. I am not. I am definitely not. I wish I understood what it is that I am doing wrong. Maybe it’s how I speak and present myself? Who knows. Most people would never guess that I am how I am upon meeting me for the first time. So many people I know have…
